From where I stand, it seems like I wasn't important in the beginning. From where I stand, it seems like you never really loved me. From where I stand, our friendship is broken. From where I stand, yesterday was our final goodbye... And there won't ever be another Hello... at least for awhile.. A long long while, because from where I stand, it seems like I wasn't important, and I never will be...

The song I wrote =]

Packa packa box, packa packa suitcase, packa packa packa packa LLAMA!

[I was sooo bored in youth group XD]

Haha I don't know why he's dating you... I mean, you are pretty, well, from a couple thousand miles away... In a cave... Underwater... In the pitch black... Ahaha b**** your uglyy! And my Haley is quite gorgeous! And she's not a b**** either! And she cares about her friends. So she's gorgeous and has a good personality... And your ugly and dead to 3/4's of the world... Alright, love it while lasts, 'cause you ain't got a chance of this lastin' as long as you want it to!

And baby when I look at you I see that perfect smile, the perfect eyes, the perfect face. You think so much is wrong, but that just ain't right, 'cause your perfect in my eyes

She packed her suitcase,
And walked out the door,
"I can't take this,
I don't want to live here anymore!"

Her dad was always drunk,
And her mom was always high,
The 16 year old girl often wanted to die.

She traveled down the road,
Her suitcase dragging on the ground,
She must find a place where she'll never be found.

She was crossing a schoolyard,
She stepped off of the curb,
The drunk driver cussed and swerved.

It was at that moment she realized she didn't want to die yet,
She was only a kid,
She was seeking love,
There was so much to do with such little time.

But the car didn't turn in time,
They hit the girl,
She instantly died.

Now at her funeral,
She watches from heaven,
There's a little girl crying,
She's only seven.

A tear fell down from that angel cheek,
Remembering her sister,
Her words, so weak.

The little girl looked at the sky,
Wondering why,
Then a soft angel voice echoed in her head,
And at the very moment she thought her sister wasn't dead.

"Baby don't cry,
I'm all right,
I'm in heaven,
God will take care of me,
And you'll get a new mommy and daddy."

For her sister hadn't learned yet,
That their parents were out,
Their father was drunk,
And his patience ran out.

He was screaming at their mother,
With a drunken rage,
He didn't see the girl,
Crossing the road in the rain.

For when he did,
He swerved real fast,
But it was to late,
The moments didn't last.

The car flipped as it went off the road,
And mommy and daddy were dead,
Before their seven year old daughter was even home.

Snitches get stiches, and end up in ditches, 'Cause us crazy b******, don't deal with you witches!

I see that your online,
And I completely ignore your name,
I'm done with your crap,
I'm done playing games.

I see you around,
Smile, say hi,
I hug you,
You squeeze me tight,

But this is no longer love,
It's the friendship we share,
We have some good memories that we'll keep,
We won't let them disappear.

So now I sit here,
Running my fingers through my hair,
Thinking about all the great times,
That we shared.

You said you loved her,
That was a lie,
You said you cared,
Just go and die!

You treated her wrong,
Caused to many fights,
You upset her every night,

You'd life her spirits,
Then bring her down,
Acted like you could turn her life around,

You said she was pretty,
And you loved her so much,
But now, I ask,
Why are you dating that sl**

You played her,
And treated her like sh**,
What is wrong with you?
You co** su***** d***?

You should go die in a hole.
For I won't care at all,
Because she's my best friend,
And you don't matter at all.

I wish I could see you,
Hug you,
Love you,
But your to far away.

I wish I could talk to you,
Laugh with you,
I wish you were with me on this very day.

I miss those hugs,
That silly smile,
The times I'd stay with the family for awhile.

Although I don't remember much about you,
For it's been 4 years,
You passed on when I was about 8,
I was to young to understand.

So even though your far away,
In my heart you'll always stay,
For I don't understand why,
But God thought it was your time to die...
<3 =(

<3UABS<3

There comes a point in life,
When it all falls into place,
Everything you loved,
Suddenly turns into hate.

Every up turns down,
Everything is a mistake,
Your stuck in the middle,
Don't know which road to take.

Old friends turn to enemies,
For reasons oh so small,
Night by night you wonder,
Will there be any new friends at all?

Promises are broken,
Friends stab you in the back,
Boys break your heart,
And your life seems all collapsed.

You have no one to turn to,
Crying softly in a corner,
But someone out there cares for you,
Even though it doesn't seem so,
Someone out there loves you,
And will call if they need you.

So find that special someone,
Who will always stand by your side,
Someone who will love you,
If they're dead or alive.

Someone who will hold you close,
In reality or dreams,
Because even if they're dead,
They can be watching over you,
And closer than it seems.

There ain't no point in tryin',
When each time you'll fail,
He ain't got no love,
He really doesn't care.

He'll act like he cares about you,
But the next thing you know,
He'll be cheatin' on you,

He thinks he can have whoever he wants,
Your a victim,
There ain't no cop,
To stop you from committing this crime,
Don't worry, this ain't my last line,

He'll stick with you for awhile,
Then he'll hurt you real bad,
It's a very painful torture,
And it's going to last,

We've tried to tell you,
What he'll put you through,
You just won't believe,
So when he cheats on you,
Don't turn to us,
Because we'll all be laughing at you!

I was staring at my ceiling,
Thinking your name,
Remembering all the good times,
Between you and me.

I remember at my party,
We were hugging,
And everyone gathered around,
We formed a huge group hug,
Then we all fell down.

I remember at your party,
We were laying under the stars,
I closed my eyes,
And your lips touched mine,
Forgetting who we are,

I remember at the park,
The first day we hung out, -While we were dating-
You put your arm around me,
And i slid close to you,
We held hands in silence,
Not knowing what to do.

I remember in the gazebo,
I was sitting on your lap,
Staring in your eyes,
It seemed like forever at last.

I remember at Haley's house,
After me and Haley's "wedding",
I rushed over to you,
And hugged you,
Never wanting to let go.

I remember all the fights,
Stupid, and so small,
You were mad,
And I got sad,
Scared it might end it all.

I remember the last time,
I looked into your eyes,
There was no hint of sparkle,
No hint of shine,
I went home that night,
I cried and cried.

I remember the day,
I wandered down the hall,
Hearing voices around me,
I didn't care at all.

I remember the night,
I texted you,
Telling you that we were through,
You lied,
You cheated,
I didn't understand,
You said you were sorry,
But I just can't give a second chance.

I remember the last night,
I talked to you,
You asked if I was mad at you,
Of course it was true.

I remembered all these things,
As I lie here in bed,
And I realized that I love you,
But I have to let you go<3