My parents call me a failure,
My brother thinks I'm dumb.
I don't know what to do,
I almost chose the gun.

But then I met a guy,
And he became my best friend.
And let me promise you,
This story has an end.

We used to talk all the time,
We'd stay up every night.
Surprisingly, we never even had one single fight.

It was then the day I met three guys,
All who became my best friends.
We laughed and talked, day and night,
It became our daily trend.

Things were going perfect,
And they brightened up my mood.
Let me tell you,
I had no idea what I got into.

One friend was imprisoned,
And then the next let me go.
Another moved out of town,
The last just put on a show.

So as I promised you,
This story does end.
I was back to the worthless depressed girl,
Lost with nowhere to go.

So as I write this poem,
There's one more thing you should know.
Don't leave a girl who needs you,
And loves you with all her heart.

Don't let her feel worthless,
And please don't break her heart.

What it all comes down to,
Is never hurt a girl.
'Cause if I had just one friend,
Next time they see me... I'll be dead.

My hearts locked in prison in Connecticut..♥

I'm kinda emo with love

Yesterday I lost a friend,
One of the closest I've had.
We used to laugh and talk and cry,
He meant everything.

He helped me through all my hard times,
Was always there when I was sad.
But yesterday it changed it all,
And I really am glad.

I thought I was a true friend,
Someone to trust and talk too.
Something split us apart,
And it didn't matter to you.

I sat there and cried,
Knowing I needed you.
But you just texted my best friend,
And laughed throughout the night.

So I guess what I'm saying is,
I'm glad you're out of my life.
Yeah, you were always there for me,
But I meant N.O.T.H.I.N.G to you.

You told me you loved me,
And that was all that mattered,
Until you broke me down,
And my heart completely shattered.

Love.. The unconditional uncontrollable need for someone in your life♥

I painted little hearts on my fingernails, and every time I look at them, it reminds me of you♥(: