You promised you wouldn't fight,
But there you go,
I have to scream into the night,

"Leave him alone!
Just shutup!
Don't you even dare fight!"

"Babe, I'm trying to make a truce," you say,
"Just stop it," I say, then walk away,

You said you wouldn't fight,
Apparently you lied,
How am I supposed to trust you,
If you lie all the time?

You came up behind me,
Wrapped your arms around me,
"Where are you going?" you ask,
And I turned around,

I looked you in the eyes,
Afraid I'd start to cry,
Then buried my face in your shoulder,
And let out a sigh,

You hugged me tight,
Held me close,
"I'm sorry," you whispered,
It wasn't a joke,

Then your cousin came up behind me,
Wrapped his arms around both of us,
And screamed, "Group hug!"

Everyone surrounded us,
With happiness and love,
A huge smile spread on my face,
As I had to show I'm fine,

Then your cousin swayed back and forth,
We all started to fall,
I hit the ground,
Laughter all around,
As our group hug fell down.

You took my hand and pulled me up,
Asked if I was alright,
I laughed and said I was fine,
As another group hug grew tight =)

Tears hit the pillow, with silent mistakes,
Words choke out, with the same exact grace,
Questions of laughter, flow through her head,
She whispers her words, they flow like the wind,
Her hands shake, like silent earthquakes,
Tumbleweed words fall from her breath,
Breathing like deaths silent last breath,
Replaying the memories,
Ignoring the pain,
Falling into darkness, like the moon and the sun,
Thoughts are black, as she's lifted into the sky,
Like a bird, passing by.

[Just think about this... tell me what you think it means... and comment with that answer.]

You say "hey",
And I say "hi",
"What's up?" you ask,
I reply, "Just wantin' to die."

"Babe, don't say that. What's wrong?" you ask,
"My life's falling apart and no one cares."
"I care, and I know other people do too."
"Maybe one other person, besides you."

"Come on now, everyone loves you."
"That ain't true," I sit here and cry.
"Of course it is, and I don't lie."

"I know you don't but listen to me, my life's falling apart because of you and me..."
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing, just nothing..."
"Don't do this to me!"

"She said you like her, the stuff you say... I just don't know how I fell for all the tricks you played."
"All the things I said aren't true, I don't love her, I only love you!"

"Then why did you cheat? Can I ask you that?"
"I didn't, I didn't, who are you gonna believe? Her or me?"

"I have the proof, me heart is broken, the walls around my heart are slowly closing."
"What are you talking about? What do you mean?"
"I mean it's over. You don't love me."
"I love you! I really do! I don't love anyone, except you."
"Your only saying that, it's just a lie. Here's my last words, I love you, goodbye."

*Signs out*

She sits in her rooms,
And cries and cries,
She's slow dying more inside,

'How did I let him trick me?'
She thought,
'It's about time he got caught',

She crawled into bed,
Tears pouring down her face,
They hit the pillow,
With silent mistakes,

A little while later,
She stumbled out of bed,
Went into the kitchen with tear filled eyes,
Reached for a knife,
But took a gun instead,
Thought it was an easier way to take her life,

She walked to his house,
With the gun at her side,

She knocked on the door,
He opened it slowly,
"Hey.. are you.." he starts,

She hauls out the gun,
Puts it to her head,

"I came to say I love you,
I wanted to say goodbye,

I know that you still love me,
But it's not the way I'd like,

You love me a sister,
Or a friend instead,

But you don't love me like a girlfriend,
So I should say goodbye,"

Then she closed her eyes,
And the gun was out of her hands,
"Babe, dont do this," he cried,
The gun now at his side,

She pulled out the kitchen knife,
She had grapped as well,
She slit her throat right then and there,
And sounds of silence were let out,

She fell into his arms,
Desperate crys he let out,
As she died through tears and pain,
He starting crying,
Realizing,
It was his fault,
She was dead in his arms

I sit here,
And think your name,
A tear runs down my face,

I close my eyes,
And whisper goodbye,
As I brace myself for the pain,

My pain I feel is different,
It worsens more each day,
No one knows what to do,
Or even what to say,

They say I'm fine,
I'll get over you,
I'm sorry guys,
That's just not true,

Your my best friend,
And you always will be,
No matter what you do,

They tell me that day by day,
The pain will slowly ease away,
I think that's selfish,
I think it's wrong,
To forget the one,
Who did no wrong,

No wrong? they ask,
As silence spreads,
My thoughts are mine,
I said what should be said,

"He did no wrong,
He did no right,
He did screw up on that night,

That does not change what he did to me,
He did nothing,
Don't you see?

I can't be mad,
I must stay strong,

He's in my life,
He helps me through,
If he knew you,
He would have helped you too."

And now as I lay down to sleep,
I pray to god he'll set you free,

Here with me,
Or far away,
I'll never forget you,
In my heart,
You shall stay.